별 (star) ~ 200 pounds beauty original OST

바람결이 창을 흔들고
내키만한 작은 나의 방위로
아름답게 별빛들을 가득 채워주네요

셀수없이 많은 별들은
지쳐있는 나를 어루만지며
내맘속에 가득담은 눈물 닦아주네요

많이 아파하지마.. 날 꼭 안은채 다독여주며
잘자라 위로해주네요

걷지못할만큼 힘이겨워 아파와도
눈물이 앞을 가려와도
갖지못할 내 사랑앞에도 나 웃을래요
잠시라도 곁에 행복했던 기억들을
가슴에 간직할께요
두눈에 수놓아진 저별들처럼 영원히

꿈을 꾸듯 다가오네요
유난히도 밝은 나의 별 하나
눈부시게 반짝이며 어깨위로 내려와

자꾸 슬퍼하지마.. 손 꼭 잡은채 날 만져주며
따스히 날 감싸주네요

걷지 못할만큼 힘이겨워 아파와도
눈물이 앞을 가려와도
갖지못할 내 사랑앞에도 나 웃을래요
잠시라도 곁에 행복했던 기억들을
가슴속에 간직할께요
두눈에 수놓아진 저별들처럼..

나 오늘만은 안 울어요
눈물이 가득 차와도
저기 저별들처럼 나 웃을래요
Oh oh~행복했던 기억 모두
가슴에 간직할께요
두눈에 수놓아진 저별들처럼 영원히

I feel the wind blow in this places

There I see the stars beyond this window pane

Shining so bright, here in this night

Here I feel a sense of love



Deep in my heart I cry for you

Every tear that fall feels like a wound

The stars in the sky gently shines

Taking away my pain..



I hear a voice gently saying , “Dont be afraid..”

I feel a warmth come over me

As I sleep in their embrace



And eventhough I…

Do not have the strength to go on

Eventhough I try to hold on

This love will never ever be..

meant for me…

But I’ll keep on smiling

eventhough my dreams won’t come true

I’ll remember every moment with you…

Like the stars that shine forever

I’ll treasure my love…..

for you…..

Pelangi Sehabis Hujan

Sangat diberkati sama lirik lagu “Pelangi sehabis hujan” dinyanyikan oleh Nikita. Keadaan krisis ini adalah kabut yg sangat tebal di sekelilingku, membuatku sesak. Hanya bisa berharap sama Tuhan dan percaya bahwa dibalik kabut itu ada pelangi yang sangat indah. Amin…..

Semoga pembaca juga di berkati dengan lirik lagu ini.

JALAN HIDUPKU TAK SELALU
TANPA KABUT YANG PEKAT
NAMUN KASIH-MU NYATA PADAKU
PADA WAKTU-MU YANG TEPAT

REFF:
SEPERTI PELANGI SEHABIS HUJAN
ITULAH JANJI SETIA-MU TUHAN
DI BALIK DUKAKU TELAH MENANTI
HARTA YANG TAK TERNILAI DAN ABADI

verse 2
MUNGKIN LANGIT PUN TAK TERLIHAT
TERTUTUP AWAN TEBAL
NAMUN HATIKU KAN TETAP KUAT
OLEH JANJI-MU YANG KEKAL

REFF:
SEPERTI PELANGI SEHABIS HUJAN
ITULAH JANJI SETIA-MU TUHAN
DI BALIK DUKAKU TELAH MENANTI
HARTA YANG TAK TERNILAI DAN ABADI

DI BALIK DUKAKU TELAH MENANTI
HARTA YANG TAK TERNILAI DAN

Orang Percaya Pasti Diselamatkan

Hari ini adalah upacara pembakaran mayat Seku. Tidak bisa menghadiri upacara ini karena aku berada di korea. Shocked mendengar berita kematiannya satu hari setelah natal.
Waktu latihan membawakan lagu “HadiratMu membawa kesembuhan” untuk ibadah hari minggu kemarin sangat berat rasanya, selalu teringat Seku.
Sedih rasanya. Seku sudah menderita sakit tumor ganas sejak aku masih di bangku kuliah. Keadaannya sempat membaik tapi kambuh lagi.
Terakhir lihat seku akhir tahun 2005, saat pernikahan putri pertamanya.
Tidak terlalu dekat sama seku, selama 3 tahun pernah tinggal berseberangan dengan rumahnya waktu masih duduk di bangku Sekolah Dasar, hidup jauh dari papa dan mama.
Aku diingatkan, kalau hidup di dunia ini hanya sementara saja dan sebagai orang yang menerima Yesus sebagai Tuhan sudah diselamatkan.
Dan aku percaya, seku menerima hidup kekal itu.
setelah berpikir itu, barulah aku bisa menyanyikan lagu itu.

Karena begitu besar kasih Allah akan dunia ini, sehingga Ia telah mengaruniakan Anak-Nya yang tunggal, supaya setiap orang yang percaya kepada-Nya tidak binasa, melainkan beroleh hidup yang kekal

Singing competition at 2008 Foreign High-Tech Professional technology workshop

Just came back from Olympic Park. Doing nothing in Office. Really feel Bete with boss.
I couldn’t directly go back to apartment, have to stay in office after workshop…agrrrrr….
Anyway, i can forgive him. At least he had allowed me to join that workshop, A Foreign High-Tech Professional Technology Workshop.
Enjoyed the Buffet, hotel room, Arirang performance, learning rhythm of Drum and got the korean Drum as souvenier.
I did something that i hadn’t ever done yet, That was joining singing competition. yeah, it’s my first time to sing alone in front of a lot of people and to join singing competition.

Hehehe, just wanna check my mentality. Hmm….I was nervous and shocked because i was the first to sing. Really felt nervous. Some people said that I sang was really good.
Finally i didn’t win the competition just got KRW10.000 as participant. At least there was a guy from Entertainment Information show asked for my business card and asked me someday to sing at noraebang.
Hmm…I was happy coz it means my singing was good. But I don’t want to sing if he calls me…no way. I am an Engineer, not interested to entertainment matter. I need people entertaint me…weeekkkkks….id

Singing competition at 2008 Foreign High-Tech Professional technology workshop
December 16, 2008 by misshwa | Edit

Just came back from Olympic Park. Doing nothing in Office. Really feel Bete with boss.
I couldn’t directly go back to apartment, have to stay in office after workshop…agrrrrr….
Anyway, i can forgive him. At least he had allowed me to join that workshop, A Foreign High-Tech Professional Technology Workshop.
Enjoyed the Buffet, hotel room, Arirang performance, learning rhythm of Drum and got the korean Drum as souvenier.
I did something that i hadn’t ever done yet, That was joining singing competition. yeah, it’s my first time to sing alone in front of a lot of people and to join singing competition.
Hehehe, just wanna check my mentality. Hmm….I was nervous and shocked because i was the first to sing. Really felt nervous. Some people said that I sang was really good.
Finally i didn’t win the competition just got KRW10.000 as participant. At least there was a guy from Entertainment Information show asked for my business card and asked me someday to sing at noraebang.
Hmm…I was happy coz it means my singing was good. But I don’t want to sing if he calls me…no way. I am an Engineer, not interested to entertainment matter. I need people entertaint me…weeekkkkks….id
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3 Responses to “Singing competition at 2008 Foreign High-Tech Professional technology workshop”
edit this on 19 Dec 2008 at 7:59 am1 misshwa
I wrote this while i was in office.



edit this on 20 Dec 2008 at 11:35 pm2 Eema
hahaha…=D
What a courageous person, two thumbs-up for ka Ihwa!!

客家 和 钟氏家谱 (hakka and Zhong’s family tree)

Setelah bersibuk-sibuk seminggu, hari ini sama sekali tidak mengerjakan apa-apa. Merasa bosan, akhirnya buka-buka situs selama jam kerja. Teringat lagu Jimmy Lim yang berjudul “礼物” (baca Li u) yang dinyanyikan oleh seorang teman di noraebang. kangen sama lagu itu , iseng-iseng cari Mp3 nya di google. Malah muncul situs yang cerita tentang sejarah nenek moyang khususnya suku Hakka (traditional Chinese: 客家話; simplified Chinese: 客家话; pinyin: Kèjiāhuà; Hakka: Hak-kâ-fa). Rasa ingin tahu yang kuat tentang asal usul nenek moyang membuatku lupa waktu dan bangga menjadi suku hakka atau chinese khek. baca deh di situs ini http://www.bookrags.com/wiki/Hakka. Bangga salah satunya karena Sun Yat Sen, presiden pertama china setelah zaman dinasty Qing adalah orang hakka. Dan masih banyak lagi.

Hal ini membuatku ingin berkunjung ke tanah leluhur khususnya Meixian. Jadi ingin menemani papa dan mama ke Meixian dan menambahkan daftar nama -nama keluarga di (鍾 / 钟, pinyin = zhong, dalam bahasa khek "cung" dan ada juga chung) family tree. Bisa gak ya?

Aku ini keturunan ke-22 dari keluarga Zhong (hihihi…mungkin keturunan ke 22 yang lain sudah ada yang punya cucu dan bahkan cicit)…ya maklumlah orang dulu istrinya banyak. Grand grand father punya istri muda.

Seorang teman dari china membantuku menemukan situs keluarga Zhong’s family tree yakni http://www.zgzhongshi.com/#首页. disitu di jelaskan sejarah keluarga zhong. ya cerita tentang marga zhong dan hakka dari situs yang kutemukan lumayan sama dengan yang diceritakan papa.

note: blog ini tidak bermaksud bersifat hal yg berbau SARA atau bersifat fanatik.

October's Long Weekend

Last weekend, it’s long weekend for October. Friday night, together church friends, joining Youth praise and worship service. We sang ”God will make away / 나의 가는 길 ” and “Allah sumber kuatku/주는 나에 힘이요”. This service reminded me to GBI youth at Yogyakarta when i was an university student, i was the one of the Youth personnels at church.

Then tomorrow morning, I and Christa went to DMZ (Demilitarized zone )-JSA trip, a joint security area between South Korea and North Korea. It’s really nice experience coz i could see North Korea and could cross the separation line of NK and SK. It meant I had ever been North Korea….horeee…^^ Enter to this area reminded me of Korean-Japan Drama ” Friend ” starring by Won Bin and Kyoko Fukada” (i like it’s OST song, One). We went to inside of tunnel which connect to NK….yahh…i really enjoyed it. It’s cheap trip, very cheap trip, i only paid KRW 15.000/ USD 15,- with VIP service (normal fee is KRW 110.000,-/USD 110). Thanks to Jun who has offered me this trip and very good fee..;P


After this trip, i was so tired but i still had another plan, watching international fireworks festival from Seoul Tower together my friends. There were a lot of people at Seoul tower and so crowded. Anyway, It’s okay, i could see the fireworks. It’s really wonderful. This year was my second time to watch international fireworks but from different view. After all, i went home and directly jumped down on my bed and slept.

Second Autumn

Wuuiihh..who knows, It has been one year staying in Korea. It’s already 4 seasons pass. Now, The colours is going to change and the weather is getting colder. Ahh…can’t wait to see the colours change at mountains and parks. Yeah, I do like this incoming season, Autumn. Really like having a walk under the path of tree while the leaves is falling down due to blown by the wind, and walk among fallen leaves on the street.

If there is no winter and summer…^^” or If my home country has 4 seasons too, i’ll not hesitate to leave this country…hahaha. But life must go on, just hoping God keep my way to His precious plan.

Anyway, Thank you Jesus, I can feel Autumn again. ID

“But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love Him.”