I am happy to spend my time with them and sharing our life every Sunday. Their love has melt the coolness of my heart. I was awoken by them when they show care to me. I am, who was ever disappointed due to the coolness of other friends especially from same "organization" with me.
Feeling of getting betrayed, unfair, disappointed eventhought i've forgiven them but it had frozen my heart. I thought that there is no real friendship. They only took advantages and just ignored me after they found that we were in different organization or they felt that they didn't need me anymore. Just threw me away.
But, the people in my current cellgroup are truly kind and lovely. They've shown their love even i only met them once last year. I felt the warmness of them last year, and i was surprised when two of them were asking my condition in Indonesia after Tsunami hit my country.
Last March I came back to Korea to work again. I met them again on Sunday after worship service. They were very welcome, lovely and so open. I joined their cellgroup, and slowly it became a regular activity on every Sunday. We shares our experience, life and faith. That kind activity, I'd been missing so much, has made me to believe God without any doubt. Yeah, it made my heart be warm again. God has healed me, God washed the scar in my heart. I smile back and be friendly again.
But I am moving on....We will separate again. I am happy God has answered my pray to live in a place that not far from my parents, I am happy God has made me to meet my current cellgroup friends but feeling sad because have to leave them. I wish God will answer all the prayer requests of them and bless them everyday. id
"Again, I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven. For where two or three come together in My name, there am I with them." Matthew 18:19-20
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